Saturday, March 27, 2010

5

guts: it's two am now. and I will be boarding the Greyhound to Whistler in four hours. SAY WHAT !?!?
junk: NEED TO RETOUCH ROOTS. AIEE !!
blood: gained more fat cells.
spills: I reddened today when I drank beer. SAY WHAT ?!??!!?

Feeling vain these days. Super shallow and materialistic. My brain is on hold. I don't wanna think. Check out my elementary sentences. Short and choppy. Fragments, they are.

쉬는시간을허락해주셔서감사합니당 ~~
뿅뿅 !! 여드름사라저라 !! 피카피카 !! 하늘을날라보자 !!
오늘하루는 MC몽의 데이. <-- 칸띠우기 !! 꺄 꺄 !! ! !!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

4

guts: How much courage does one need to pop a zit ? On a scale of one to ten. Answer undetermined.
junk: my group of friends and I have been planning a get-together for the third weekend in a row. Why is it so hard to meet up with each other ?!!? I just don't understand. It makes me sad and I'm sure others are sad about it, too.
blood: didn't write my econ midterm. final will equal 80%........ and when that time comes, my head will explode and bloody nerves will create an esophageal blockage. MMMmmm tasty.
spills: I've around 2GB of storage left on my laptop left. FML OTL THE APOCALYPSE HAS COME T^T


파란솜사탕을먹는여인이나타낫다. 뺏구싶다. 보라색솜사탕이더맛잇다. 보라색솜사탕을젤루조아한다.
디저트먹으러나갈까요 ?

Monday, March 22, 2010

3

guts: exercised for 45 minutes. A lot of treadmill running and panting. A lot of soreness right now. Can't seem to move neck without cringing from pain.
junk: Too much MSN these days. When did I redevelop this awful habit from grade nine ?!!!? I'm sorry, successful life. You be on hold as now I chat amongst lost friends talking about more lostness in our maze-like lives. We move in circles.
blood: I'M BLEEDING. FROM ALLERGIC REACTIONS. ALL OVER MY NECK. ALL OVER MY FINGERS. NO MORE ACCESSORIES FOR AWHILE NOW. AHHH. I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN. AND ALL THE DRY SKIN FEELS FOREIGN; AS IF I AM A WILD BEAST WITH A THICK HIDE OF SCRATCHY, ITCHY, RED PATCHES OF SKIN.
spills: I've an economics midterm on Wednesday.

오늘은재미잇는하루엿당. 블로그로배채웟구, 맛잇는묵두먹구, 친구생일이라구케이크랑촛불이랑놀앗구. 그러나. 머리안에남아있는.. 끝없는스트레스는. 참. 업세기힘들구나.
언젠간, 나는일어날것이라구믿는다. 내가지금하는것을가지구다른인간들보다더위로올라갈것이다. 행복함쪽으로. 하하.
기도를해야할것같은데, 마음이음악만듣는다. 나는안다. 이음악은찬양의음악이아니라는것을.
언제내마음이진짜기도를할수잇슬지.. 걱정된다. 이번주에는꼬옥목장을참석해야겟당.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 맛잇는저녁까지 !!

사랑을받으면서살으니간, 내마음이약해지는이느낌.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

2

guts: I'm being all personal ..ONLINE. Shit.
junk: Downloaded the new beta 7 version of ubertwitter this morning. It's fucking fantastic. GO FOR IT !! ALL BB USERS OUT THERE !! Only negative comment would be the choice of colour palette, YUCK.
blood: My mother and I puked bloody words at each other tonight. I told her that I would like to go on a Hab for Humanity trip to Chile this upcoming June. She proceeded to criticize my decision of doing that over [rachel rolls eyes here] summer school, moved on to rant about money, and concluded with a nice bam by bashing everything I do. Plus, she laid down immature thoughts about non-profit organizations and also about unpaid internships. After a nice nap, I came upstairs to nod to her apology. I don't know what to feel. I still have mixed emotions here and there.
spills: I don't like the word, "I." In fact, I hate it. So I used to type sentences like, "am doing my homework, you?" instead of "I'm doing my homework, you?" It's so ironic that I've just started a blog where I will be talking about my life. Therefore, using "I." No, more like, BEING "I." I will also be thriving for proper grammar on this blog, thus the usage of "am" instead of "I'm" will never happen.

How sad. Mixed values.
To add the cherry to this post, I am Korean-Canadian. Mixed identities ? They sure like to elaborate on that topic. To me, identity is nothing, while existence is key.

얼빙에서봐용 ~~ +0+ 뿅뿅 !!

Monday, March 15, 2010

guts, junk, blood, and spills

guts: i don't have any today.
junk: finding summer internship sucks
blood: i spent all the cash in my wallet today.. on food.
spills: i blush.

It was my birthday yesterday; all I did was eat cake. 대박이죠 ?? ㅋㅋㅋ